Panic Attack

Today I received my first progress report for second quarter, in a Mr. Rease class. I didn’t look at it because I overheard my classmates discussing their bad grades. I don’t think I’ll look at it anytime soon because if I do I know I’ll have a small panic  attack. They’re very common for me and I have always been this way. I’m scared of failure. I’m scared of not being good enough, so therefore to prevent myself from feeling this way, I flee from disappointment. I do this because my disappointment causes nightmares.